k, this is where i really wish i was style 7. i dont belong here-anywhere here. i need to smash my head in cos im so dumb, thoughtless, insensitive, rubbish at everything and cant even use my brain properly. woo. im beginning to think i might have bipolar depression. one minute im on a hyper n the next im really down n wanting to die. i have been like this for sometime but no one seems to have noticed. woo. no one ever seems to notice. n when they do, its cos ive said something about it. at least, thats what it feels like. people dont seem to be real anymore. everything is a dream world. im just imagining that i can touch things. im not even writing this. its all in my head, but that doesnt even exist. its like i dont understand either. your in a dream world where everything seems real and you can touch it, but you never quite work out who or what you are. what is thinking? what is life? what is God? are we just characters in his dream, and he's really asleep and when he wakes up, we'll just disappear, then God will start thinking 'what am i?'