sunday marquee

woke up early and went for a 2 hour walk before we had to leave. got really annoyed last night because said sister from yesterday was insisting on being tucked into bed, wandering around and generally being annoying. i shouted at her to shut up at which she replied "oh, i thought you were asleep" -(in which case why wasnt she trying to be quieter?) i shouted back-rather harshly "no im not" then everything went quiet. i do regret shouting at her, and appologised when i saw her earlier.
God is showing me that i need to be more tollerant. this evening i got annoyed at another of the less mature sisters because she was passing notes to others and distracting everyone around her. she or one of the note-writers also drew a very disrespectful picture of the leader of our church. she has now ripped it out and replaced it with a slightly better one. theres lots of singing on the mini bus, which im ok with, except when 2 of the sisters started turning one of the songs into a 'kiddies version' by singing in stupid voices. what really annoyed me was that i have already had a bad experience with that song and am still trying to work my way back to being able to really worship to it, and they have just ruined it for the moment. i have to admit, the past few journeys on the mini bus have been testing, and i hav e often found myself thinking about opening the back door and jumping out whilst its still moving.