stressed, scared or scarred?

just got in from a not-so-stressful-more-scary day. i was at college for most of it, sorting out the publicity board for the front of college, then setting up the back up rig cos theres a leak in the ceiling so we cant use the proper one. the day started intresting/stressful though. i had plaaned for getting in just before half 10, then realising just as i should have been leaving(and still being in my pjamas) that it was 10 oclock that i had to be in for, not half past! after college i went into town and, as there was no-one else to talk to, i was talking to this guy who used to be part of my church. normally he's ok, though a bit doped up on something. however, today he starts getting abit too close for comfort and started asking me to kiss him and going on about us two staying together all night. at which point i 'remembered' i had to be somewhere-which he wasnt too happy about and asked for 'just a kiss on the cheek' at which i walked off and got the bus to whitestone, then spent one and a half hours hiding in the back garden. so, before anyone asks me again whats wrong and why im a bit quiet-now you know.