urgh

well im feeling ick. (not a typo). feeling very squirgle and dont know what to do. no one seems to be telling me anything at the moment, and ive got to make some very major decisions, with little to no information on any option. woopeedeedoo. spent the afternoon in tears, because its not looking like any of the options that i deem as sensible im going to be allowed to do. just want to do stuff im not allowed to, not cos im not allowed to, just cos im frustrated with life.