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sitting at college bored out of my brain. want to just collapse on the floor, but holding it together just enough not to. woo (not) for stage make-up this afternoon. its on faces :( sob *wimper* gunna get plastered in the stuff. want to go home. not allowed to. could go house tho. n make up some excuse. almost collapsed earlier. had to get a chocolate bar. not as collapsable as before, but near enough. hmm. want to stuff my face full of food but i cant. for some reason there is a food block, and its never been there before. i physically cant eat anything. had to force myself to eat a choc bar n even then almost threw it up. its not this bug or whatever the others had this weekend. i dont know what it is. if im ill its a mental ill not a physical one. just dont have the energy to carry on. even if i did start doing things extra fast earlier. felt abit like what people say its like when ur on speed. hmm. oooooooooooow. why cant i just disappear?
posted by HR?I at 12:58 pm
6 Comments:
I'm the first to comment! I'm the first to comment!... er, now, er, what shall I... erm, well... er, no comment.
2:02 pm
Right! I'm back and I've got a comment! You can't disappear because we love you and need you to be visable so that we can give you hugs (otherwise we wouldn't know where to aim them...)
2:04 pm
i suppose it would look rather odd if you hugged thin air...
But yeh, life is complicated for a reason. God made it so, in which case there must be a pretty good reason for it, so take it as a test. A test that you can pass with flying colours, all you need to do is focus and ask for help if you need it.
*hugs* (not thin air...)
2:49 pm
dont get many hugs anyway. so it wouldnt be that much of a loss. sorry for being morbid.
10:23 pm
Hold on to being loved, by God and by us. Fall apart when you're here if you like. We don't mind a bit. :) We could give you another hug then
3:08 pm
o helen i love you soo much and you can't disappear as who would i talk to (sounds a bit like me me me statement) but its true keep leaning on god and your sisters at whitestone as we love you so much think i might have to hug you every time i see you now.... yes this month nov and end of oct will be my month to hug you every time i see you lol i love you and am sending a hug in this comment i hope that you get it *hugs*
5:10 pm
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