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well saturday evening meeting at living word was good. i had several mini battles with myself, most of which were trying to stop myself laughing at images that popped into my head whilst the leader was talking....

one 'battle' i was having was whether or not to say what was going through my head. didnt say it. will say it now though. i was thinking about how God is my father now. i am safe with Him. my old dad is in the past. God is my new dad, and through my 2 father figures(that were both at the meeting...) God is showing me what real fatherhood should be like, and that i dont have to be scared of my new 'dad'.

had a mini breakdown of tears yesterday. thanks loads to those who helped me out. i really do apreciate it.