had a bad day. stressful day at college and ive been snapping at everyone. ive been massing around and being silly and getting on everyones nerves all cos im tired. i walked out of the poetry evening earlier cos my head got done in by stupid things like my mates having a laugh. ive just written a really long profound entry about jelousy and the stupid laptop turns itself off. i get it working again and its lost it. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. so mad im punching the keys. only one week down. got another 2 to go. sorry everyone. dont mean to hurt you but chances are i will at somepoint whether it be by having a stress at you, saying the wrong thing, taking something the wrong way or something. sorry in advance. and im also sorry that i cant do anything about it until im in the lake district when ill probably be so stressed out that i wont be able to sleep. aaaaaaaaaaa. didnt want to do this. dont want to be here. want to be at whitestone. cant on a friday night tho cos it feels like id be using them as kinda a b and b. sob wimper ok gunna sign off n go to sleep. enjoy your lives