woopeedeedoo. life. hmm. if only i didnt have anything to live for. urgh.anyone know how to stop nightmares? do they even class as nightmares if you have your eyes open? or is that just sadistic thinking? ooooooooooow.
posted by HR?I at 11:47 am
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helen i love you don't have much more to say but i am here for you thanks for last night/yesterday afternoon you was a real help
8:19 am
Did you like the Garfield?
12:36 pm
'If only i didnt have anything to live for.'... I think this comment is beneath you and in danger of grieving the Holy Spirit. You're living for Him - would you rather you weren't? It's with love I say it: be careful.
9:42 am
yes i did like garfield ta.
'someone who cares' i know im living for God and no, i wouldnt rather i wasnt. id just rather my life was a lot easier, and i know that the only way it would be easier was if i wasnt living for God, or even better wasnt living. thats not to say that i dont want to live for God cos i do, id rather just not do it here-if you understand any of that.
its always when im feeling really down that i start wanting to die, but then i remember that i tried that before and i couldnt do it and it was only cos of God that i couldnt do it. without God i WOULD be dead. doesnt mean im going to kill myself. i have too much stopping me. its like with other things e.g homosexuality. (only thought of this because ive been having to explain this area of the bible to some of my friends) you can feel attracted to someone of the same gender, and that isnt wrong, it only becomes wrong if you do something. so me feeling like i want to die isnt necessarily wrong, its when i start trying to do something towards making it happen that makes it wrong. though i do understand your point. talk to me about it if you want and it doesnt go against God.
11:21 am
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12:16 am
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